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| ( 2002-01-24 + 6:07 p.m. ) Loved and Appreciated. Oh my god, I just ate the biggest piece of fatness in my whole life. Lol, I just ate like this humongous cupcake over filled with cream and jam, and I so didn't need it, because I wasn't hungry at all. I wasn't even craving sugar. I just ate it, because it looked unbelievably good. Bad me. So much for loosing weight before next Wednesday. I suck so much. No one is home and it's the nicest thing in the whole world. I love love love havinghte house to myself. I would be really good to have a boyfriend right now I reckon. Oh well, you know the story with that one. Work today as usual, and it was actually a pretty good day. Pretty good compared to every other day lately that is. It didn't totally drag and I pretty much always had something to do. There was a little lost boy, that I had to call security about, but he was all nice and friendly and wasn't even upset, what a trouper. And as soon as I'd called security and they'd come to get him, his Mum came in the store all worried, lol, and I told her to go down to Centre Management and as soon as she left, they made an announcement over the loud speaker about him. Awww but it all worked out in the end, and they came back and bought some toys! Mum came in just before we closed, to say that she was taking me out for tea, since she couldn't be bothered cooking, and my Dad and sisters have gone bushwalking for today and tomorrow - just one night. So that was nice, even though I didn't feel like talking much. I ate a Satay Chicken Calzone.....it was nice but weird. I've never had one before. It's still unbelievably difficult to eat with this bottom plate [retainer] in. It always just decides to lift up and get out of place when I'm eating, so I basically end up eating it, which is really weird and awkward. So I've started taking it out to eat with, but that tends to totally gross everyone out, even if I do is discreetly. Oh well, they'll get over it. School goes back on Wednesday, as I keep mentioning. Which means there are only 5 days left of the holidays. That is not much at all. I hav e to make myself do homework all day tomorrow, because I've been the biggest slack ass and havent' done hardly anything. I took my chemistry text book to work today to read in my lunch time, but I couldn't concentrate or be bothered, so that wasn't much use. Bought some cool hair bobbles too, as well as some after sun gel stuff - it's really good for sunburn. Not that I have any sunburn lol, but I might on Saturday if it's hot and I end up going to the beach with Patti, as I have already half planned in my head. My shoulders and back are really hurting just sitting here. Sometimes if I concentrate on the computer too much, I get all weird and I fell like i'm floating up. Like I feel like i'm still typing, but the rest of my body is up in the air. It feels cool though, but eventually the whole screen goes blurry so I have to blink and make my self normal again. I wish someone was online to talk to, I am rather needing a chat. Chat buddies said the nicest things to me yesterday. A certain someone who I made up with, was saying how much of a good friend I was, and that she didn't realise I was one of the only people who always tried to be there for her until we weren't talking. And a certain guy said that I was one of the nicest people he had ever met, and one of the easiest to get along with and chat to, and that he "rates me" as the best chick he knows [looks and personaity] lol.....so that was pretty good. I wish I'd kept all the conversations, so I could post and remember properly what they said. I hope they don't mind me mentioning it here. I gues it's just nice to know that you're liked and appreciated once in a while. Ooh that floaty thing is happening, kinda. I'm writing a lot aren't I? I can feel myself going on and on.....I guess I really should stop, because you'll be getting bored. Let's hope I actually come home alive. Didn't do chemistry last night, I am so slack, nothing will change this year, I'm already leaving everything until the last minute. Time flies when you don't want it to. I got sent an email about Irritable Bowel Syndrome, after I wrote an entry about having such a sore stomach and complaining about being sick. Somehow they search the internet looking for those key words and then send you all this stuff. I read some of it though, and it sounds just like me. Although "apparently" I don't have it, according to the doctor that is. I've still got a cold too, work today is going to drive me crazy. All those stupid little kids running around, all that noise, me feeling yuck, it's just not a good combination. I'm taking my chemistry book with me too, so that on my lunch break I can read this first chapter. That's after I wait 15 minutes in the supermarket just to buy a banana. Oh I'm just a bundle of joy today aren't I. If anyone knows where LickyLicky has disappeared to I would like to know........her diary says gone, just like all my others. Time for work.
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