At the moment i've got exams and i'm trying to study for them but I hate them and I have anatomy tomorrow and i've already failed that so it's hard to try.

Hopefully I can pass everything else though and then I won't have to repeat any other subjects.

I'm pretty unmotivated for everything at the moment, I just want to sleep. I have to find a job soon though so that I can keep living here over summer because my parents won't pay for my rent while i'm not at school. Great!

Hopefully I can get a job at this supermarket that pays $19 an hour and gives you a fair bit of work, because then i'll be able to pay for living and actually buy stuff for myself and go out which will be nice. It's what I need.

I also need to put colour in my hair and buy new shoes, and clothes, and bags, and belts.

Having money and no uni will be awesome. Work is such a different thing. You can just go there, work, and come home and you don't have to think about anything, you can just leave it all behind.

But uni. Uni you go there, and listen and try and learn all day long, and then you have to come home and study even more and try and really learn and remember and understand it all. Which I'm very over at the moment. As usual.

Plus I turn 19 on Monday, which isn't very exciting, but yeah. I need a new tyre because one of mine has a hole in it. And I need money to pay bills with. And I'd really like that new shins album. How exciting am i. A tyre and bills! Sad sad sad.

Plus we're probably moving out in november to a new place, and this girl from sydney is going to move down and in with us! It's going to be so awesome if it works out and it should unless something dramatic happens.

I'm out of the spark as well, which is sad, but I wasn't updating very frequently so it was expected.