<<<vixenated
( Monday, Jun. 30, 2003 + 12:30 am )
Hi.

I've decided to take a break from certain friends in order to let myself recover from feeling so depressed and awkward and alone and just out of place.

I like them, and they're nice, but conversation doesn't extend past "Hi, how are you" and vice versa, leaving me sitting around alone, and wondering why I'm there and why I keep doing this to myself.

I drove home crying, and wondering why it isn't illegal to drive when crying as you vision is blurred.

I felt numb for most of the drive. And then when I got home I was upset and angry and annoyed and yeah.

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