Then on Friday I get to sleep in. And then I might get to see Max. But maybe not since it's a party at his friends house, and 3 bands are playing.

One is his.

Another is Chris'. And yeh I don't know if I feel like feeling like an idiot and rejected and lonely. So i haven't decided if I'm going or not.

He only sms-ed me to tell me, so unless he rings and organises something, I think it will just be home to relax for mwa.

And then on Saturday I work.

And on Saturday night my Dad turns 50 so he is having a party, and I will be getting drunk!

Ah I get excitement out of such small things. Namely sleepin in, no studying and consumption of alcohol.

My head kind of hurts. I'm listening to Sahara Hotnights. I made 16 button/1" badge designs and now they are being made, I can't wait to get them!

Some of the designs included....death cab for cutie, pj harvey, sigur ros, black heart procession, godspeed, emily strange.

( Sunday, Jun. 15, 2003 + 7:57 pm )
I'm gonna drown in that troubled water.

I feel weak. And tired. I think that having a bath and listening to the Cat Power Covers Record would be a good idea. But I need ot study, or at least organise what I'm going to study tomorrow.

I'm doing really badly in these exams. I'm repeating my laziness from year 12, but realising that uni isn't like year 12 and it's actually a lot easier to fail. Which is why I have already failed one exam. Maybe 2, and I wouldn't be surprised if I failed 3 our of 5 in the end.

I'm not joking. I'm not being unmodest.

"The Others" isn't very scary when someone tells you that they're actually the ghosts. Sorry if I wrecked that for someone else.

I can't wait to watch Donnie Darko again. And learn the drums. And go to the market. And lie in a bed with a boy who thinks I'm special.

I'm cut by what you did with what I told you, that wasn't very nice.

I have been listening to Cat Power whenever i have been on the computer lately. It's really lonely music. Especially "The Covers Record".

My whole body hurts. I hope i'm not getting sick again.

What do you think of footless tights, mini skirts, and high heels?