<<<vixenated
( Friday, Feb. 28, 2003 + 8:16 pm )
With friends like these...

I know I' haven't written for a while. But I've lost a lot of motivation for this diary. I suppose I don't get the kind of feedback I used to, and that's a big part of it for me.

So I tend to write at livejournal, becase when I've got something on my mind I always get feedback about it.

And anything else I seem to actually write down these days.

Uni is going okey, I've been kind of up and down emotionally. Sometimes I feel great, and I'm all excited because I'm going to uni and I feel more grown up etc.

But then other times I'm so tired from the amount of travelling i'm doing to get there - walk/train/train/bus, which is about 2 and a half hours all up, that I just collapse and cry and get depressed because I'm so drained and eck.

Like today I finished at 3:30pm and didn't get home til 6:30pm. It seems really weird. I used to be home from highschool in 15mins. Oh well.

This coming Wednesday I'm going to my license, so hopefully I will get that and then I'll be able to drive to uni and it'll only take 1 hour in good traffic, and an hour and a half otherwise.

But my first week is over, and I'm not falling apart, so it's all okey.

I've kind of made a friend. This girl called Christine. It's good to have someone to hang out with because then I don't feel like a loner, but she's not the type of person I'd generally be friends with. That's not a bad thing, maybe good, but I guess she's a little mainstream and normal for me.

I'm really after a different friend. Someone who will go to gigs with me for the type of music no one else has heard of. Like I'm hardly little miss alternative, but yeah.

It's good to have a "friend" though. And we're in all the same classes so I have someone to hang out with and not feel so awkward.

I had to give up my shift for work tonight because I couldn't get home in time to start at 5pm. That really really sucked because I need/want the money desperately. But there was nothing I could do about it.

They are going to start me opening the store and being in charge on Sundays. That's pretty cool, but I also feel like I should be getting more money. I guess I'll bring it up, but I doubt they will.

Yay it's finally the weekend though. I'm going to see this performing, no animal circus tomorrow night with my little sister, and I'm working 1-5 tomorrow afternoon, and it's Patti's brothers 21st on Sunday, so I'll go to that for a while.

Tonight I really wanted to talk to Joel, but he doesn't seem to be around....

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