<<<vixenated
( Tuesday, Feb. 18, 2003 + 12:44 pm )
And it seems I've got everyone fooled.

I'm cold and tired and lonely and depressed, and I don't write in here that much anymore because I don't like to, and the people I want to read it, I'm pretty sure don't.

So you know, it's all useless.

I just write now. Really write. On paper, in a note book, with a pen. It works better.

( Tuesday, Feb. 18, 2003 + 11:44 am )
Pretty tough to think about.

I'm not mad at you, just agitated that you never realise I'm talking about you.

I am starting to wish I didn't really like you this much, then it wouldn't hurt.

( Monday, Feb. 17, 2003 + 11:10 pm )
Eye

I can not stop thinking about him. It's just all day everyday. And ringing him has made me want to meet him even more.

But things like this never work out and I should just learn to accept that.

I have uni orientation in two days. Oh gee. I'm not ready. Everyone just keeps telling me to be myself, so that's what I'm going to do.

I just have to remember that the day must end eventually, it can't go on forever. Right?

Listening to: Ava Adore - Smashing Pumpkins

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